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Why am I awake?

In general, I prefer being asleep at night to being awake. So what am I doing? It’s 1:30am: what exactly do I like about being awake at night? For I’ve been staying up well past midnight at least once a week these days.—But I think the answer is this: it’s the only time I’m guaranteed solitude without going out of my way to find it. It’s easy enough to find a place without anyone I know around; it’s harder to find a place without people at all. And then further a place that is comfortable, that one knows and knows how to inhabit:—one’s own home at night. (—I.e. after everyone else who’s halfway sane has gone to bed!).